Anonymous asked: How are you doing love? Haven't seen from you in ages!

Ahw this is sweet ^^
I’m sorry I haven’t been posting things lately. I don’t really have motivation anymore to work out or anything, so I think I’d post mostly negative things and that’s not why I wanted this blog.
But I’m doing quite well actually :)
Leaving on vacation in two and a half week, so then I’ll be gone for a month.
Let’s see if I can find some time to be on here again :)
Hope you’re good as well <3 

It seems like I’m only losing fat from my boobs. The ONE place where I don’t mind it to be.

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For now, I’m good.

I live “on my own” (with other students in a flat and we share common showers/toilets/baisin rooms and a common kitchen where we usually eat together), so I can plan my own meals and portions. I can stick with the Healthy Skinny Girl Diet and work out when I want to.
But during the weekends, I go back home to my parents. This is where it all goes wrong. The internet is sooooo slow, so I don’t feel like keeping track on my calorie intake and I’m stuffing myself, because that’s what I’m used to when I’m over there.
Maybe I’ll do good enough when I plan my intake on thursday or friday and go grocery shopping right when I get there..

If I don’t, I know I’ll binge, use laxatives, feel like a failure, maybe cut and want to start the HSGD all over again, so I can never finish it and feel like even a bigger faillure..

I’m getting obsessed by this, but I just want to finish the HSGD and feel good about myself.

skinybones:

so when you bend you dont get rolls

Reblog if you want the script for this (I’ll leave it in your ask box).

ahottiewithabody:

fallenfordemi-:

hope you follow through with this! (: